I wish I could tell her that I miss the smell of her cigarettes
I wish I could tell her that I miss the way she would pick at my face.
I wish I could tell her that I poured my heart and soul into that list
I wish I could tell her that her letters made me feel so loved.
I wish I could tell her that her poetry is beautiful.
I wish I could tell her that I would give anything just to smell her cigarettes again.
I wish I could tell her that I want her back.
I wish I could tell her that I look at her picture every night before I go to sleep.
I wish I could tell her that I put everything back where it was.
I wish I could tell her that I miss her.
I wish I could tell her that I pray for her every night.
I wish I could tell her that she’s made my life so much better.
I wish I could tell her that I wouldn’t trade these two years for anything.
I wish I could tell her that I pass the Sushi Boat every day.
I wish I could tell her that I love her.
I wish I could tell her everything that I’m forced to hold in.
But I can’t.