Suddenly, once again, I'm faced with that hellilsh decision. How easy it would be to just embrace the hate. I'm torn. A past destroys a future. A future erases a past. Staring down the barrel of a gun, what is the choice? There will be anguish either way. The final question: How far will you go to avoid hurting someone?

I guess I'm about to find out just how far I'm willing to go. If at all.