Since when did Perkins become so bloody good? I'm not trying to say that it ever sucked or anything. It's just that suddenly it's a very very good restaurant. Perhaps it's the company. Nikki and I have been meeting there after I get off work for the last few weeks. It's so very relaxing. And I love their minichimis. Soooo good. Sunday I night I had a sirloin steak, and it was bloody fantastic. Very good. On top of that, I had a great time just relaxing with Nikki.

In fact Sunday night was nigh perfect, indeed. It was so very stress-free and happy that I just couldn't have asked for a better night. It was like. . .forgive the computer geekiness, but it was like a full virus/adware/disk cleanup, followed by a full defrag. Dork. But, yeah, it was so very very good. Thank you very much Nikki.

On a not so awesome note, I had to leave work early because of a neurological problem that I've had for a few year. Now I have some strange new medicine. Hrm.

For everyone concerned about this so-called draft legislation, don't get so worried. Check your sources. It's from congress.org.

Not congress.gov, which is the official congress website.

So, my sister just graduated. Well done, sis. So did a bunch of my friends. Crikey I feel old. Such a strange feeling.

Nikki and I spent most of the night together. It was wonderful. I'm glad I got to see her before I left. Yeah, I'll be at Cape Hatteras for about a week. Call me a sap, but I will miss her greatly. I'm such a retard. But I'm grateful that I was able to have such a nice night with her, it was so relaxing. She made me the single best chicken salad I have ever had. Ever. No joke. I can't wait until she makes my meals everyday. (Don't worry, I won't rush it). I must say that I love Nikki with every fiber of my being. I mean that.

Yeah, it was a bit hard to say goodbye tonight and maintain composure, it was just such a good night. But until we meet again, I love you Nikki. With all my heart.

I have returned.

And I'm not sure what to do about that. Of course I miss Dad. Especially on days like this. But when is it time to move on? I know that I'm not going to forget about him, and I won't ever try. But when am I supposed to be able to go through days like this without getting so down and lonely? When is it time to just enjoy Father's Day? Will I ever see that day? Is it today? Next year? Why don't I know? So many questions. All I know is that I'm trying to move on and just enjoy life. It's not easy, but I have a lot of help from my family and from Nikki. I don't thank her and appreciate her enough.

Ehh, I don't really have anything to say.

Fair Enough

Wow, today was a really busy day. I don't think that I've ever had a day so filled with activity. Let's see, I woke up at about 10:30 this morning. I then stumbled over to my comptuer and began to game. Alot. Allow me to sum up my day:



GAMING

That's all did. All day. I played some Zelda, and spent about six to seven hours playing that modern masterpiece we call Postal 2. Actually, I also watched the rest of my Aliens Collectors Edition special features disc. But mostly, I just gamed. And it was wonderful. Today was just a bloody relaxing day. I got to sort of sleep in, and I didn't have to work for 10 hours like usual, I didn't have anything to do, so I just chilled out. *sigh* But tomorrow I get to see Nikki. Score.

Oh, and I finished Ethan Frome. It was even more heartwrenching than I thought it would be. But, it was a really great read. I thoroughly enjoyed it. It was beautiful and tragic and accessible and well crafted. It's been a while since I've read such a potent book. But more on that later.