Someone to take your pain.


I don't know why, but I've had some bloody weird dreams lately. Most of them have been savagely violent. Very violent. I've almost been sick upon waking from the brutality. I've also been smoking alot in my dreams. I don't know why at all. I'm really confused about it actually. Why do I keep dreaming about smoking?

Anyway, as I was coming into work today, I-naturally-was stopped at a red light. I looked across the street and saw a stunningly beautiful girl. She was just. . .wow. But then I looked again and almost cried. She had a nose ring. Not some cute little tiny stud. No, it was a big ol' nasty hoop haning on the middle of her nose. *sigh* I was so disappointed.

But then I remembered. Those girls are made of nothing more than lies and perfume. So I . . . .



Sorry, for the break, but for some reason I'm suddenly filled with an intense feeling of. . .lonliness, isolation, sadness of some kind.

Damn, I thought I was better.

The problem is that I see no reason for this. I was just sitting here, waiting for Matt to get here and I'm suddenly unhappy. Maybe I miss her more than I will let myself think.

I had such a good day yesterday! Argh! Now I'm just so confused. Must. . .think. . .positive. . .

Well, I'm going to buy the new Dawn of the Dead in a few days. I'm so excited. I also need to makes some plans for this Halloween. Maybe Cheese and I will go down to Westminster again and hang out with all those clowns. Who knows? Anyway, I'd better end this extra quick before I let myself feel down anymore.

Here's hoping to a better tomorrow.