October 2, 2003
100th
One hundred entries in my Tabbies. This means one of two things. Either I have a lot to say, or I am the biggest loser of all history. For the sake of my self-esteem, I’m gonna go with the first one. So, I decided that I will take this opportunity to reflect on recent events in my life. Why? Because I can. Shut up.
First, I think that I am finally beginning to enter the process of grieving for Dad. It’s been over a year, it’s long overdue. Still, his death almost destroyed all I believe in. But, I feel that I’m not supposed to spend years dwelling on it, and it’s time to try to move on. I can’t hide behind the pain anymore. Time to be a man.
Yeah, I moved out of the apartment and now I’m at Pitt. I feel that it was a good move. I think that I was really getting tired of living in the apartment. Not that it was terrible or anything, but I really wasn’t enjoying my last few months there. It was a good time to leave. Plus, now I can work on being a director. Which is what I will be. No question. I’m slowly yet surely making new friends. You know me though, I’m not the most social person to ever live. But, one slowly gets over such things. And I am working on it. I really am. But inertia has a lot to say, so getting started is the hardest.
Uh, Nikki and I are currently not dating. I really don’t know what to say about that.
I game too much.
Wait, what am I saying?
First, I think that I am finally beginning to enter the process of grieving for Dad. It’s been over a year, it’s long overdue. Still, his death almost destroyed all I believe in. But, I feel that I’m not supposed to spend years dwelling on it, and it’s time to try to move on. I can’t hide behind the pain anymore. Time to be a man.
Yeah, I moved out of the apartment and now I’m at Pitt. I feel that it was a good move. I think that I was really getting tired of living in the apartment. Not that it was terrible or anything, but I really wasn’t enjoying my last few months there. It was a good time to leave. Plus, now I can work on being a director. Which is what I will be. No question. I’m slowly yet surely making new friends. You know me though, I’m not the most social person to ever live. But, one slowly gets over such things. And I am working on it. I really am. But inertia has a lot to say, so getting started is the hardest.
Uh, Nikki and I are currently not dating. I really don’t know what to say about that.
I game too much.
Wait, what am I saying?
Posted by Narzack on October 2, 2003 at 12:44 AM | 7 Dropkicked