June 20, 2004
Today Is Father's Day
And I'm not sure what to do about that. Of course I miss Dad. Especially on days like this. But when is it time to move on? I know that I'm not going to forget about him, and I won't ever try. But when am I supposed to be able to go through days like this without getting so down and lonely? When is it time to just enjoy Father's Day? Will I ever see that day? Is it today? Next year? Why don't I know? So many questions. All I know is that I'm trying to move on and just enjoy life. It's not easy, but I have a lot of help from my family and from Nikki. I don't thank her and appreciate her enough.
Posted by Narzack on June 20, 2004 at 12:22 PM | 3 Dropkicked
littlemyers67
Cori (guest)
merely sky watching (guest)
When your family takes a hit (divorce, death, etc.) when you are a child, then of course, some holidays are going to simply become a painful memory for a while.
This light at the end of the tunnel is this: You will one day marry the girl of your dreams (at least I\'m assuming it will be a girl). You will then be able to reproduce legally (again, assuming you do things normally). You will then build your own family. At that point in time, you will again enjoy many of the holidays that are so much of a pain these days.